Woots, i'm back lerhx..suddenly thought of givin him up, yupp....dere's no use even if i cling onto him, no point...I won e Corpse Bride ticks (dunno if it's preview de larhx...) It was like this: I wanna go out wif my frens last sat but no ppl wanna go out wif mi and i was blamed for bein last minute again. Bleh. Who cares. So i dragged xe wif mi (kaes...i was bad). We went to cine cuz one of my reasons to go there was to see ppl cosplay as ppl of Land of e livin and dead [ later i found out: playin as Corpse Bride and e ppl inside]. I dunno wat was dat so i didnt wanna take part. After goin dere n saw nth, we decided to go home, den so heng heng we saw 1 guy dere askin ppl to show him our ezlink card to win e ticks den i showed mine.... A mum backed out so xe joined in.. Den i saw e guy emcee saw my gothic looks and asked a gal whether i can win e ticks but she sae canot, so nvm we continued with e game. We were supposed to make up e words CORPSE but we didnt so we juz got a poster as consolation. Then i bu gan yuan so i went to e toilet and borrowed some powder and darkened my eye wif my eyeliner (I was wearin all black dat dae). Then we went out and e gal sae she wil gimme e ticks... And we took a photo... Lols, mayb she saw us kelian/ too enthu barhx..so we got e ticks...Yupp

Well, juz wanna giv him up barhx.. Now ish reali xia ding jue xin le... Won't cut myself again... Mayb wen my next depression comes... Dats all... Gonna go watch Corpse Bride wif simin... Hahs...(=