hahs! Thanks loads to jc for my blogskin! Thanks heaps! Lalala...sumthings juz had to happen which made mi more determined to so called hate or feel utterly disappointed wif my family...well, it had to be...i feel abandoned...juz lyk a orphan...i hope dey wil get a divorce sumdae, sae dat i'm evil...i dun care...hahs..i dunno am i rebellious or wat...i juz feel dat i hav to live life under my own rules...i dun hav to listen to those preps...now i noe why i kept attitudin or let ppl hav e feelin dat i'm attitudin..wahahs...i dun reali care abt anitin now...i felt dat i'm gettin colder and colder after all these things...hee...tink it started frm my sec 2 year...so mani things...y cant i juz live lyk a normal 14 year old...had to witness all these things..i dun care..hmmm..i'm listenin to young and hopeless by good charlotte, well it sorta relate to my life...kaes...not gonna elaborate on my depression now...juz sae i sorta hate my life but nevertheless, i gonna live it to the best...hahas...ok...but one last thing...thanks to jc! =)