   Went to Jieling's JC concert yesterday and it was fantastic!
Remember today. 28th of April 2006. Total fraud. It wasn't even supposed to happen. We won't want this ever again. What we are lacking is what went wrong. This may be considered a samll event but what does this implies? Is it going to be the same for all other events? It must not be. I hate the smug look on that person in suit, I hate the laughters which are mocking, it's insulting and this just shows our vulnerability. I hate the feeling of being sorry to someone and disappointing him. You reap what you sow. It's not an old saying but a practical saying. It's happening everyday in your life. Whenever you face a downfall, you strive to get an uplift (I invented this word). No use crying and mourning which I did. It doesn't help anyway. The only way is to prove them wrong for every little event. We live up to our name, it didn't change the past ten years and will never change the next ten years. Not only hard work is important but it's the heart you put in. The mindset of you for everything you do. If you do it optimistically, you find it easier to accept and do it without difficulty. If you do it pessimistically, it will be difficult even if you actually can do it. If the gag is not posing any threat and second thoughts, then there is something amiss. It is a warning. A pre-gag if it doesn't improve from now on. It will only continue to be a downfall. Let's prove everyone wrong and not repeat this again. It must never happen again. We are all old enough to think for the best. Let's get the correct mindset and improve for the best! =) Take care all my dearies. PDGF! You always is our father. =)
okaes, 2 entries in a dae. this thing must be resolved ya? if not it wil get worse when the misunderstandings go deeper. firstly, it's not wat u see the one side depression. it's mutual misunderstandings, dun push blame to others wen u think u are rite. that is it. you are darn wrong. pls think about the things you did and say, if it doesnt hurt others, why the rebound? it's juz dat we dun put it on paper and say it out loud. we keep mum. we keep giving in. we try our best to understand. if we must sae it out, i guess u would get loads of rebounds. it's not dat i'm helping either one, but, u see, who benefited and who lost? pls b understandin enough and dun tink dat e world is onli crashing down on u. it's oways crashing down. i hope u guys resolve the probs soon. i dun wan to see ant cryings and scoldings. talk gals. talk. =)
Gwah. Freakin stupid dis daes, i cant even solve a simple mental sum?? Darn, i'm so dumb. wuteva. suddenli had e urge to blog about a dancer's life. my life as a dancer, in the sense, yah. it's oways so stressful and dance practs are so consistant even wen it's exams. but dats wat we are for, endure the un-endurable. haha. den it's syf, the all time favourite festival. get all bonded and so HIGH. yepp. =) normal dance practs are those wen u get either too stressed or lazy. cuz it's either u chiong lyk 88th or be lazy wen u dun hav to dance. haha, and u hav to take care of studies too. it's a tad hard to manage but it'll all get over, isnt it? yepp. wish everyone loads of luck fer midyear yah. take care. and i bought my most desired phone and i'm reali satisfied with it. =) then countdown-ing to speech dae is lyk 5 more daes. get wat i mean? quick. pls. =) tata, bye.
Well, todae is abit tiring and freakish. Bwahaha, i ran and as expected came back with nothing. It doesnt matter anyway. =) It's quite dumb to put mi in as i'm bound to run last. Haha. But nvm, actuali i did sprinted in 100 cuz i wanted to win sumone but i totalli slack in 200. and sum seniors asked dat why did i jog e way back and i was lyk, is it so obvious? I noe it's dumb, and anyone would hav thought dat was an excuse but watever. I was darn tired and since i saw a gal who was as slow, i decided to go with her and i was finalli overtaked at the last step. Marking as the last runner. Haha. Sorta regretin dat i didnt even try to run but i guess i'm juz not as strong in willpower. Nvm, mayb i'm juz dat weak. Congrats to our 4 x400 gals! U won us honour! Guys too, great job! And mrs lee was so sporting to run with us barefooted! PROUD OF 3/9! Todae had sum stupid things too. Thanks to anbe, i had a 'declaration' on my camp tee which is my favourite school shirt. Making it so un-wearable and i guess i wont wear it to sch if i cant wash that statement away. and i love to wear that shirt to my cca, now i cant. watever, and i was so worried dat my parents would notice it. Thanks to a.t, i hurt my elbow and it stil hurts kaes. And she conned mi lorhx. And sq wrote my favourite name on his shirt and i was so p***** . It's my and mine. Dont put it on others. Haiz, i feel so eck abt it. Skye's forever my and mine favourite name. Eeeyer. Bwah. Stop making fun alredy. It's not fun anyway. Grrr. But had a fun self-hurting game wif jy, anbe, sq, wh and xinxin. So funny! Okaes, whatever. =) And speech dae is onli a week away, dat means i'm left wif seven daes, pls do sumthin abt it. I cant oways wait, pls juz sae it. I'm oways dere and wil oways accept it. pls. pls. pls. pls. pls. pls. *Flys away.*
Replies to tag: Lihuan: Do it in your own blog. And I'll go see. Haha. =) Audrey: Love ya! Ivy: I like your hair! Cyn: Froggies! Haha. Shana: I found urs too! And it had been so stressing this daes. Plus, it's so dumb dat i hav to run 100 and 200m dash finals. I don't even freaking noe how i got in cuz it's veri obvious dat i didn't ran as fast. watever. i'm bound to be last anyway. so watever, don't blame mi. arrrgh. but i stil try to FLY. yeah. try. FLY.
Okaes. Thanks to audrey, here i come to post. Ohhh. I have to list 8 different points about my perfect lover. And sabotage 4 more people to join the game and leave a comment on their page saying that they've been tagged. Specify the gender of the target. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again. So here it goes. 1. Love me for who I am - Don't try to ask me to change, it's too hard. 2. Gentlemen - Of course. =) 3. Romantic - Essential gift from heaven. If not, please do something about it. Haha, okaes don't need to be too romantic, but at least try. 4. Open-minded - Don't be prejudice. 5. A tad rebellious - Don't be too guai. (Cuz i'm not. Haha. Shhhh.) 6. Honest - Lie when it's meant to be kind. =) 7. Independant - It's only yourself. 8. Your own point that I like about - Everyone has got his own, special aye! Next four people to do it! JESLYN. WENXUAN. LIHUAN. YANGYANG. Bwahaha. =)
i'm only going to sae dis once. ppl out dere who lyks anione muz confess if not dey would regret ALOT. dat's wat i've learnt. pls b brave enough to juz sae it out loud. it doesnt hurt if u r rejected. dun regret e dae wen u suddenli realise, y i nvr tell him/her arhx? i shld have tried to, then we wouldnt be strangers now? den it would b mi who ish holdin their hands.. haiz...*regrets* yeapp. that's wat i tink now. it's quite random. but it juz made mi realised e importance of it. bwahaha. wish all lovers and lover-wannabes loads of luck! =) and friendship ish oso vv important. no matter how much misunderstandins u hav, pls b tolerant if u tink u had enough. givin in 1 more step doesnt hurt either. tresure everything u hav. be nice and cute. lyk mi. bwahaha. jkjk. but reali, oways calm down aft e storm. b frens again. dun shun/ostracise/cold shouder kaes? =) take care my dearies.
I'm going to only say this once. I'm not the spoiled brat and typical bimbo you see. Am I not trying not hard enough? I don't want this too. I can't stand it! I alredy tried my best and I can't help it if i fail. Why am I always at fault? Why am I the victim? Why those people can't try to see from my point of view? I don't want to fail my tests either. I only want to destress by buying some things, is it that hard? Well yeah, all wrong is me. I'm so envious. I can't deny it. Why am I always the odd one out? I don't know. Fate, I guess. I'm really tired. Please say it if you are, I can't go on anymore. It's straining me. He is but he's just so ARRGH. I'm sinking. To the bottom. ARRGH. Stupid shit. I'm so tired by all these things. Haiz.
and i juz wanna sae our class got into e top 4 of e inter-class bball match aye! cool dudes. wow. hope dey wil do well in e next match. blahx, we nearli got scolded for goin to watch 'em but 3o'9 rawks to a certain extent. haha. 2o'6 stil rawks e most. =) btw, i'm sorta in a confusion again. i'm stucked but i wont care abt it anyway. it's too confusing to think abt it. and yeah, i forgot wat i want to type again so i'm typing this to tell u. bwa. yeah, i rem now. i think i'm a spoiled brat. i dunno. cuz i kept spendin monei but i dun tink i reali spent dat much. i dunno, it's not my fault dat i nid to wear specs and buy one new pant for the year and it was she who said it nvr hurts to spend a little. i onli said i would lyk to cut my hair for abt twenty dollars cuz got designer mahx and i said e branded stuffs looked nice and she critisized mi liddat. in the end, i nvr did these things n i alredi got scolded. imagine i didnt tell her so randomly and reali went to do it. blahx. i dunno, but i seriousli tink i'm not a spoiled brat and sumone who yearns for branded stuffs. but nvm. she juz tink i'm liddat. anything. haiz. my results are lyk shit. i keep failin my maths. both maths. am i jinxed or wat? i nvr fail my other subs except both maths. cool aye. i'm such a dumbass. eew. i hate my life.
i shall update my blog. i've got specs. yes. specs and i'm so frustrated abt it. and i'm wearin it now to type dis entry. karma aye? last time in pri sch i kept laughing at ppl wif specs and clled them four eye frog. now they can call mi e same liao lor. eeyer. and it cost mi 300 bucks. i'm conned lorhx. it's transition lens which i reali dun nid it. and e stupid high astigmatism made it so ex. blahx. my myopia ish onli 75 on each side lorhx. darn astigmatism. deni went to see eye specialist and he said i cant wear contact lens ever due to my uber sensitive eyes. shan't blabber more on my eyes. tap dance isnt easy but rawkx. it got us back, knee, ankle and all sorts of pain but i guess it's worth it. though it's a tad hard. i'm so arrgh. ARRGH.
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