Todae is the last dae of FEBRUARY. my favourite month. i'm so stressed. i'm so disappointed. i'm so argh. though i decided something on something that was so random todae, but i'm not gonna regret it. yay. of course, who knows i might find a way out of it? thanks to leaned but i guess i'm not ready for it. really. i hope it's not too late. i feel veri glad and elated for cuesiew and guy. omg. leaned too, of course. eck. i'm the only disappointment. sorri. hmmms. yeah, february daes are so special to mi. i dunno why. they are juz special. and i hav to wait till next year. haiz.
cant ppl juz at least do wat dey are supposed to do and get things into their thick skulls alredy? i dunno, things juz doesnt get right. arent them a tad too selfish? they are going to be a drag to everyone. misunderstandings i shld sae. well, they often lead to hurt.
and are we pricks wen we dont do wat ppl order us to do? arent we puppets? and we get all the mean faces and shit attitudes. wth. so wat if they r higher in status? i seriouli dun understand. mayb i'm a disappointment but what's so wrong abt it? what's SO WRONG? i dunno. misunderstandings? ppl tend to judge a person due to wat they see. ya, they consider it solid fact cuz they saw it with their own eyes. but do they try to understand? NO. they dun even try, not even try. so there's nth much i can sae. wen both sides dun try to understand each other equals misunderstandings equals hurt. that happened to mi a load of times. n dat was what i see frm all the experiences. yeah, not anyone's fault after all. juz misunderstandings that leads to hurt.
lyrics for the dae:
Tomorrow
And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it'll be ok
Ya I try to believe youBut I don't
When you say that it's gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today
I don't know how I feel
Tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you
It's turning around
It's up to me
I'm gonna do what I have to do
Just don't
Gimme a little time
Leave me alone a little while
Maybe it's not too late
Not today, today, today, today, today
I don't know how I feel
Tomorrow, tomorrowI don't know what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrowIs a different day
Hey ya eh ya Hey ya eh ya
And I know I’m not ready
Hey ya eh ya Hey ya eh ya
Maybe
Tomorrow
Hey ya eh ya Hey ya eh ya
I’m not ready
Hey ya eh ya Hey ya eh ya
Maybe Tomorrow
And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it'll be ok
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Great song by avril. i dread the shit ppl i see everydae. omg. i reali dunno wat to do. cant we lyk live in peace? argh. havin to face all those shit things done by these ppl is a torture. haiz. not anyone's fault either. live? maybe. maybe we shld blame it on life. yeah. life.
adieu février tenir séance. et je'tiame, castor. ciel volonté amener te à paradis.haha. that was so lame. i think it's all wrongly used. i'm dumb. whatever. =)
i'm just freakin tired after the common tests. i dunno why. it made mi realised that i had sorta wasted my first term. it's juz so screwed up. i'm going to flunk at least 3 subs. and guess wat? i sorta regreted choosing the combo i have now. i seriousli think i shoudnt hav choosen geog in the first place but nvm. i'm already this far. wat's the point of turining back? yeah. not much of a point. i'm back. that's the whole blogskin concept. i'm back for my studies. no more happy-go-lucky mode. happy+go=lucky. concept for my sec 2 life. i serousli hav to work hard now. well, the common tests waked mi up. i nearli cried aft the amaths paper. not mainly bcuz dat i didnt finish it but bcuz i dunno a shit abt e questions. seriousli, i think i'm dumb. i dunno. n i noe we are going to face much more ostracism during that period. i really dont mind ppl talking bad abt us. cuz it juz isnt our business anyway. but i'm juz tired. emotionally and physically. i wanna rest. rest in peace. can i lyk sleep for 50 hrs? haiz. nvm. i'm back for the new start.
btw, i think of buying W550i. it doesnt seem bad. and i bought a new nike bag. wahaha. i decided not to wait but take the initiative. yeah, i need a bag badly. haha, n i bought it with a voucher, worth it. =)
study dae
todae we had emaths and history. i'm certain that i hav the possibility to fail emaths. after school went to je and had ljs with xue en. then went to library to have my tutorial cum having fun session. wahaha. stop teasing me abt ******* liao larhx. lols. we pose fer so many photos larhx. then i put m&m's on kw's head and he was lyk "i can smell it." OMG!! he can smell it?? wahaha. then we started to find our name in the handphone dictionary. lemme explain. eugene:ginny. junyang:jumbog. joanna:loannc. ivy:guy. jeanette:leaned. audrey:cuesew. omg, our name rawks! then we went to have the latest mac milkshake. haha. simply enjoyable dae!! =)
Three cheers for dance society! Chingay rocks! I'm so HIGH!!! the rapport between performers and audiences was so nice! got one guy even cheered for us! OMG!
Chingay preview:
Started out with leaving class early. Then change costume, makeup, lunch at canteen then off we go! We got there and waited for like so long for the Chingay parade to start. So me, jeanette, audrey and ivy started to crap. we also took pictures with jieming. Then we also found one C/D cup guy. woots. we were 27th item so we are at the furthest end from first perforimg area. Also waited for ages to arrive at the first performing area. There's one big CHINGAY PARADE OF DREAMS logo at the starting position. So cool. Feels so excited whenever those words got bigger and BIGGER. Though the first performing area was a tad screwed up (cuz' the area was so big and we lost the middle point.) but the second and third performing areas were SO successful. We even went to shake hands with the audiences. I also found anqi and xue en! They really came. OMG. Thanks so much okaes! Okaes, here comes the funny part. There's this caucasian guy who said HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU! to me. And I said HAPPY TO YOU TOO! BYE BYE! 0.o Then there's this girlfrind/wife of his who asked WHAT DID THE GIRL SAY TO YOU? And he SHRUGGED. Hahas. Happy to you too! So stupid can.
After the preformance my shoe came off. What the hell. We went to bus. Me and ivy went to dreamland not long after we board the bus. Woots.
Chingay:
Well, went to school at 12.30. Then saw jeanette. ivy and auddrey took cab from Lot 1. Put our bags, makeup and everything. Sorry that I screwed up some guys' eye shadow but it's NOT RAINBOW EYES and PRIMARY SCHOOL ART. I got blend and all lorhx. See I draw so nice for the girls like audrey, ivy and jeanette's. Humph. Then we went to Orchard Road. Woots, went on TV Live at 7 pm news. With si aun, yihang and dantong. The reporter was more nervous than si aun who got interviewed lorhx. His hands were so shaky. Nvm. Then I went back and it was time to get into position.
The whole 'contigent' of dancers were cheering and everything. So shuang can. Audrey made mi shout jiayou to jieming on the other side and he was shouting xie xie back. Then J.O. and junhe were tapping my shoulder and act nothing had happened. Aiyo. We were so HIGH and going down the row to shake hands and everything. Then till the last performance we were still so high. Almost all the couples got sabohed and we all cheered for next SYF. Cool. Back in school we found out that the sec 4s have cried so we went to hug them. Oh my tian. They rawkz larhx. Everyone rawkz. After we changed and everything we went to Mac.
Saw anjo, claud and all. rebe, grace and all. Then got yihang, weihong and all others. Still got jiemin and other two. We bought our meals and sat near to jieming and all. I was like so attracted to the macflurry and asked jiemin to lemme eat. Then dunno why I asked him to bite off my mac fishdipper. I was only joking lorhx. Then we say he hum and he really went to bite it off. omg. lols. Then jeanette, ivy, audrey and mi went home. Woots, CHINGAY RAWKZ. SEC 4 RAWKZ. DANCE RAWKZ. =)
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