Kaex, juz wanna make things clear...e tts i'm tokin abt ish not wat e hell tts u guys (ex-classmates) are talkin abt...so dun come askin mi at first sight: "you lyk tts arhx?" Itz so freakin spoiling e happi t'chers' dae kaes...I rejected him but its not my fault...so dun come tellin mi dat he ish vv sad...wat abt mi? His hurt would onli last for a girl whom he lyked 2 weeks but mi? 2 freakin years kaes! I'm a bitch, i noe...but dis year's t'chers' dae was sorta screwed up, but it stil gave mi flashbacks of e tomboy n everydae playin catchin mi of e past...hee..i met my p4-now p6 bros...dey are stil e same and in bball team wif dis height? owww~ so cute...Hahs, we r back wif e gang! cute! Wow, i missed 'em a freakin 2 years long...we started playin the infamous catchin at mi p3, dey p1....We have been playing for like 6 years already...time reali flies....

Then he came. He didnt went back to his pri sch but came to mine instead. That's ok but some ppl who are actin smart alec kana dao-ed by mi. Stop pushin mi to him! I hate dis kinda feelin! I dun wan to hurt him and that's why i didnt wanna receive his present...I noe it took him much time to do that and i'm touched, i noe...But i didnt wanna hang his heart high and let it drop to the floor with a 'plat'...How can his sadness be compared to mine? His presence screwed everything up! My life was broken...He didnt know that i lyked e other one (for lyk 2+ years)...everyone knew...he reali screwed everything...askin him to act as a 'middleman' made it worse off...i noe you are hurt but did you know how much you hurt mi?? Dun expect mi to come and comfort you or even listen to the rantings about how sad you are, pls dun you understand? Freakin hell...Just call mi a bitch, i'm selfish maybe...but you were not needed, frankly speakin... I thought i could still hide in a corner and just watch him leave but you had to made him push mi out and face e truth..wat do you tink you are doin?? I noe you don't and won't know these things and i cant blame you...i don't know who to blame...itz not anyone's fault....mayb mine...i dunno..everything is so screwed and fucked up...i had been crying the whole night...so mani things...omg...can't i juz lyk die and go to heaven and dun live again? everything sux. pardon my rantings.