My life
 In'>http://members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/dark.jpg"> In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything because your eyes are covered up by tears! You are constantly hurt and depressed... No one seems to understand how you feel because everyone is scared to get close to you... You long to be able to reach out and tell someone everything, and all of your problems... But you have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to want to hear what you have to say. You've been hurt many times that you don't seem to have any tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an endless river flowing... You've started to hide and bottle up all or your problems and feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go away... You want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason. Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out more and enjoy life because, it is far too long to frown your way through :) What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!) brought to you by givin up,givin up, GIVIN UP!!! why are everybodi givin up now?? hj is, jn is n mi 2!! well,i guess so sooner or later...well gonna DECLARE: I'M GIVIN UP!!! sickened over tis kinda thingys but 1 thing i'm not givin up is watashi no "him" (Pri sch de)...itz not not givin him up but i juz wanna keep da memories...itz too nice 4 mi 2 4get lor...BEWARE: i may get AGGRESSIVE,XIAO,SASSYIER,SAD,or even CRY any moment!!!i m so depressed n sick...mayb i shld tink of a new start...not 2 lyk any1 anymore...juz lemme go 2 a place where dere r onli cute aniamls n 8sis of JTPS...pls!!!...i m so xian...
for those who r readin my msg: pls take it dat i m crappin if u canot understand...actuali i m crappin...haiz
 Your'>http://www.wido-software.de/darkangel/layout01.jpg"> Your inner soul is calling for help! You always seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior, but in all reality you are hurt inside and bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you wonder why are you still here when there is nothing left? You use to once be a happy, loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and seems like it never can be fixed again. However, you have yet seemed to realize that there are people out there that deeply care for you. They secretly have a thing for you because they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest person in the world! You like to enjoy your time by yourself expressing your feelings through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe. Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where you can hide out, hidden from those who gave you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have some fun! Never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with your smile :) What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (With Pics)
brought to you by my idea didnt work...i thought i could collade all da lists but wei hong sae canot...muz ownself ask...haiz...sad..even hai kai wen kana told off...haiz...
Cry test...lol...
yesterdae, i had many flashbacks abt life in JTPS and him...stil didnt cry...haiz,my onli way of relievein stress is gone with da wind...gone as fast and quiet...will it cum back? you noe, ppl in JTPS wil understand wat i m tokin abt...life on da monkey bar singin songs,watchin da super duper strong leg guy(kamal) hit itz target (mostly human not goal post as da man wil die 1st), we oways block da ball n we did!! haha...every mornin i would buy my green tea without fail (my yuan dong li but dey oways sae i kana diabetes de...so bad), den go field n catch willie n tian yang (da sch's fast fast fast runner) until sch starts...
Now sch starts:
1st we take out Pokemon/Digimon card n "fight" in Mr chew's class...den he wil cum to class with his shuai hair (zhao pai dong zuo)haha, den he wil scold half way den pause to tink abt wat 2 scold next...stil rem i oways break vijay's card n he wil show da "i-m-innocent-and-you-have-to-pay" look...but since i m such a great debator...he oways loses!! i argue-queen mah...canot fight ah...so cute lor he...
eh...wil continue wen i have time,now itz 4.39am...gonna chiong hw...to b continued...lol...guess cyn wil hav mani flashbacks wen she reads this (rem:i haven write till LPS hor...more to come)
Life...
haiz,watashi no (my) life hor...beri luan de nehx...confused over y n how 2 lyk a person...oso hw...how to do hah?? i half way chiongin hw, half way writin this message and half way sleepin...siao liao la...actuali i was lyk half mad,half sad, half happi, half cry...half everytin la...dunno y,suddenly an urge of feelin told mi dat i shld give up, give up on the thingys i use to hold on to and things i wanted to hold on now...why? i'm so tired, juz lemme go...i reali wanna run away, can i ever escape? haha, i thought of suicide b4 and i tried...but nvr succeed..i guo bu liao guan...mayb givin up is da best afterall...y did i become so sang qi de hah? i use to b a stubborn gal who go against those who go against mi de mah...lol,fang shou ye xu zui hao bu guo...itz been a long time since i cried, long long time n i juz cant cry...nvm...i wil let go of things i cant reach or get...but hui tou kan, what did i got in return?? nothing...nothing..nothing...so sad, heaven blessed mi wif a gd famili n everythin but y cant i juz feel safe? i dunno, i juz feel hurt n sad everytym i m daydreamin in class...but nvr kana scold la :p...or juz laugh lyk hell wif xe 2 make mi feel "happier"...at least i wont feel da pain at dat time...i juz feel dat i lost many thingys...my character (basically itz more siao n sassy than now), my stubbornity (new word ah invented and copyrighted by Jolim)(duno got tis word or not,aiyah,juz use la)in things, my siaoness, my tears, my everythin...i feel lyk a walkin zombie at times...dunno y...juz feelin...i tink i shld oso giv up on him(s)...lol...k...dun tok abt my "halfs" liao...tok abt sch...
haiyah, 2dae got a new job: to make a list of da ppl in modern dance...haiyo..kana saboh lor...nvm..."i wil work till death 4 dance" si er hou yi ah...nvm i ask seniors 2 help mi get their level de name list den i collade (dunno how 2 spell la) lor...hai, my eng is gonna dang diao again...k lar...sleepin le, den wake up at 3am 2 do hw...bb...
so long already
well,well, guess i stil lyk him after all these years (haha, seems so long ah...onli 1 anda half year onli la)...i tink i lyk another guy le but hor, stil not sure abt mi feelins or whether 2 lyk dat guy or not...he is gonna graduate le...how? ltr haven ask 4 his no. den he grad liao...haiz...tis is a special 1 bcuz i lyk him w/o a reason,reali...mayb i mature a bit liao ba...lyk hj liddat ba...but hor, hers is same age de nehx...i beri cham lor...plus he has no te shu reason 4 mi 2 lyk him de lor...tis tym ish reali "chemistry" workin le ( can i pass my chem 4 tis??) haiz...dunno la...so luan nowadays...plus he 'o' level, i streaming...how? help mi lehz ah cyn (my xin li xue jia)...haiyah, better let mi hav no feelins la...but i muz feel lucky cuz hor, i long long time nvr lik any1 liao...hehe :p
My power
Your Hidden Power Is Water
You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.
Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue, Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.
Quote:If you wait for meThen I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for youIn my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart
What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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My life
you represent the hard times in life. you have a
hard life yourself and a hidden self many don't
know about.
What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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My character
You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're
confident, independent, outgoing, and love
attention. You might become a star one day. All
the girls like to follow in your foot steps
because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't
care about anything. You make the rules, never
follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy.
That could be bad. But keep the attitude.
That's what makes you, you.
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Galfren thingy
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Seto!!
My guy 2
You like the outgoing going type. He isn't afraid
to do anything and you like him for his
respectful attitude and his risky-self.
(anime pics) What kinda guy would you go out with?
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My guy..lol
You like the prince charming type.
What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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My legend
Morpheus
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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My dancer
You are a Belly Dancer. You are charming inside
out, your life follows an interesting rhythem,
beautiful and smooth, you know how to be the
center of attention when you want to, you love
your friends and you can trust them on your
life. Your ideal man is the one with a sweet
witty character who understands how much
freedom is important to you.
What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only)
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