well yeah. long daes ahead. nights spent chatting and working. onli by now i hav time to update. thought tired but stil energetic. sumtimes just upset wif inconsiderate ppl n those giving false hopes high n sad excuses. thanks so much for e extra load lohx. watever, if dis is wat dey want, ive got nth to sae. clap hands mayb. yeah. lucks for tml n stuffs. thanks so much my gals, u gals rock. love ya'l. jiayou.
wootz. tired aye. sch starts tml and i'm stil bombarded by so much hw undone. pardon me. it's cuz of so much things dat r happenin dat gave mi dat mood swing. i'm so tired, juz soooo tired. i feel lyk a drag. heyhey, my mood swing dae was brightened up n i shall do my hw! wahaha. but actuali i suddenli feel so sick. i dunno y. juz sick. gwah. watever. i tink i'm a freak anyway. hee. okaes. i shall stop crappin n do my work! lest sumone nags at mi again! love ya'll loads my gals!
clap hands for me missing 2 shootings in a row. but i guess i would stick to my principal of dance is priority. jux lyk last year. yeah. hope i can get e chance to go anyway. btw, i would nid sum karaoke music, anyone any suggestions? cuz i reali cant find a good enough song in dat studio. yepp. dats all. n i reali dun lyk ndp. shhhhh. haha =)
woots. finally aft dance camp. hope u guys reali enjoyed it. =) take care of urselfs ya? esp e guys (ahem, u noe y). dancers reali rocks aload but stil we hav a long way to go! jiayou! and i suddenly thought abt dis. is it better to live life a tad low profile rather than showin off watever u hav and bein a follower rather than an individual. seriously, two ppl havin same aspirations though using same approach towards it may hav two different attitudes. actuali i wasnt happi abt e results anyway, cuz it seems so much lyk a fraud. i dunno. juz so odd. i would rather lose cuz i'm not up to it n try again. not to barely make it so un-honourably. but since i'm such a long way here, i shall make full use of it n prove dem wrong. aft such a long way, i can finally make out e road dat i wanna take. and i found e true frens dat would stae by me forever. dey wouldnt leave. dey onli stop to see me go far. thanks aload my gals. i stil rem e times. 8 sis though separated, heart attached. mui wei, my pal for life. xue en, my happi peanut. weesze, e tru-est fren of all. =) love ya.
humph. had an enjoyable time during chalet. its sorta fun. e first dae was filled with excitement cuz its juz so exciting. den went to ride bike and slacked (aka nvr do anything for bbq, i apologise! sorry!) went to see stars wif wenjie and junyang and blurted all e things dat once held deep in our hearts, awww. no larhx. sound so siao. we juz talked abt our lives and exchanged thoughts. hmmm. ya. its was beneficial. =) den sam and all came. had fun watchin yu le bai fen bai and ridin to e beach, though not much stars can be noticed. plus, i drank bailey plus chocolate milk!! so nice and sweet. played games and drank more of it larhx. den bcum kong kong. came back but found no place to sleep, so sleep on e bench outside. den kana lisiao cuz my phone got sum undisclosed stuffs n kai wei n kai sheng ganged up to threatened to bluetooth it n put on baidu for ppl to download. lols. worst case is, i was chargin my phone, n dunno which idiot gave him larhx. make mi whole night canot sleep. den they slept near n den lisiao mi whole mornin until canot sleep oso. wa veri jialat. onli until 5 sumthin den can sleep. plus all of us sleepin outside sneaked in to the chalet beside n slept until afternoon. wahaha. second dae oso kana lisiao to wake up. and went to e public toilet to bathe. went back and played truth or dare. wa, i kept choosin dare den keep givin e worst 1 lehx. veri cham arhx. got wat pantie and watsoever de, u noe it's all kana by me. lols. den we went to but stuffs for bbq! yay! i contributed by yanning e nice chicken wif loads of huney. haha. so sweet l8r kana diabetes. waha. went to sleep wif nette and audd. we were soooooooo crazy!! third dae, woke up reluctantly and took audrey's mum's car to sch. thanks so much! and we were surprisingly not late! haha. den e dae started wif ndp! yay!=)
i'm findin company to juz keep my loneliness away. i dunno. i feel so fake. i dunno. growls. i wanna scream to e world. i dunno. i'm juz frustrated and i dunno why.yah. dunno y. cuz i nvr receive e sms n i tink i sent sumthin freaky. i'm pretty ass huh. i dunno. tml's dance pract. aniticipated yet complicated. ROAR. ROAR. ROAR. ROAR. ROAR. hee.
wahahas! i'm finally back. gr. life's a tad on the extreme side anyway. i'm havin heart attacks every now and then. it's juz so freakin odd. but watever. yah. my blog sucks anyway. if you wonder where are the links, pardon dis smartass who forgot to put e links back aft she changed her blogskin. yah. really enjoyed e europe trip and i didnt feel lyk cumin back. cuz it's a tad stressful here. running away from reality sounds better. i reali wanna run away. cuz it reali scares me. yah. i'm pretty dumb anyway to think of dis but watever. europe trip made mi realise sumthings. bitchy ppl bitchy style. quote frm my dunno wat conversation. i forgot. feelin isck abt it anyway. let's stop here. i wanna hug mui wei. imagine e onli 1 pri sch frenship dat lasted, dat sailed through all storms and thunders. i'm kinda saddist, i noe. but watever. ROAR. Take me away. I wanna run and leave for good. dun bother mi.
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