wow...long time since i last updated...muahahaha...suddenly realised dat mayb previous him was the one that i liked most (or even loved, i dunno)...cuz till now, i couldnt forget him juz lyk cyn bah...he's goin back in two years and mayb not comin back here again...so he's gone...haiz...the dinner turned out fine and everything...so i'm the shen jing bing one for thinkin so much...i stil lyk seasons dis song....mayb wen he's goin dat tym, i can sing to him...muahahaha *evil grin* i dunno...so i realised it...i hav to giv up both...juz mayb its previous him dats givin mi da probs n tats all...i wil reali she bu de him one...haiz...n reali, i dun even mit him up to 10 or even 5 times per year...i dunno...his the one dat i cant or dunno how to giv up...i dun even noe if i stil lyk him or not...i thought i thought about it n its juz i cant forget him n dats all...i didnt realise dat mayb i would stil lyk him...i dunno...cyn can msg mi wen u see dis...pls...i'm gettin confused n everything..mayb i was to stubborn to face the fact or i was blind...kk cyn rem k...luv ya and 8sis rawkz!! :))