heys! dats e song...Hold On by Good Charlotte...GC is my god, they rox! i lyk their songs veri much but i only got the Chronicles of Life and Death CD (frm Jeanette)...hmmm, i would recommend S.O.S. and Predictable..dis are my favourite songs...i feel more qing song now...at least i can put down things easily...but i think i'm stil a constant self-harmer...hahas, wen i cried dat dae, i tried to find a pen-knife to cut myself but i onli found scissors...sad case..my mum was smart to keep it locked sumwhere..i noe wat i'm doing, its juz i'm so stressed up...juz let blood flow wil b e best choice...i'm back wif da rebellious n depressed but light-hearted self(contrastin eh?)...i will stil do drastic thingys(not veri sure wat r dey) ba...i might as well dedicate my life to music...well, although cyn told mi she tink we wont make it big but i believe dat one dae we wil de! i noe its sorta hard...but believe: lao tian ye hui wei na xie ceng jing fu chu nu li de ren, da qi yi ge jiao ou yu de qiao liang, rang ta men yu xing fu zai ci xiang yu! (my msn nick) dats wat i oways tell xe..

i wanna b a goth..dey rox! i tink i'm gettin crazier everydae...yea! todae i'm goin 4 my elect guitar lesson wif yee xian le!! happi sia..but reali, i haven revise 4 my bio test...so i dun care, juz try mi best...i wanna be a GOTH!!! i'm crazy...but i feel happi = crazy...hmmm...i dunno wat i'm writin...i wanna mit 8sis...i'm sorry dat i didnt turn up for e last mitin...sorri...i noe jie ish angry wif mi( see, now he didnt even call mi)...sorri...haiz...sorri ehx...*depression overwhelms me* wenever i tink of dis...sorri lahz..but he wont see my blog...so no point saein sorri...cyn...

so dats all 4 todae, its 10.44am now...gonna do geo hw n revise bio liao...one last thingy to add: i hate previous him n i dun wanna mit him...he ish e suckiest guy i ever seen...+P take mi as a rude/rough/rebellious gal, anytin u sae..argh!! P.s...its not gonna affect my happi mood todae..