Todae is the last dae of FEBRUARY. my favourite month. i'm so stressed. i'm so disappointed. i'm so argh. though i decided something on something that was so random todae, but i'm not gonna regret it. yay. of course, who knows i might find a way out of it? thanks to leaned but i guess i'm not ready for it. really. i hope it's not too late. i feel veri glad and elated for cuesiew and guy. omg. leaned too, of course. eck. i'm the only disappointment. sorri. hmmms. yeah, february daes are so special to mi. i dunno why. they are juz special. and i hav to wait till next year. haiz.

cant ppl juz at least do wat dey are supposed to do and get things into their thick skulls alredy? i dunno, things juz doesnt get right. arent them a tad too selfish? they are going to be a drag to everyone. misunderstandings i shld sae. well, they often lead to hurt.

and are we pricks wen we dont do wat ppl order us to do? arent we puppets? and we get all the mean faces and shit attitudes. wth. so wat if they r higher in status? i seriouli dun understand. mayb i'm a disappointment but what's so wrong abt it? what's SO WRONG? i dunno. misunderstandings? ppl tend to judge a person due to wat they see. ya, they consider it solid fact cuz they saw it with their own eyes. but do they try to understand? NO. they dun even try, not even try. so there's nth much i can sae. wen both sides dun try to understand each other equals misunderstandings equals hurt. that happened to mi a load of times. n dat was what i see frm all the experiences. yeah, not anyone's fault after all. juz misunderstandings that leads to hurt.

lyrics for the dae:

Tomorrow

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it'll be ok
Ya I try to believe youBut I don't
When you say that it's gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today
I don't know how I feel
Tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you
It's turning around
It's up to me
I'm gonna do what I have to do
Just don't
Gimme a little time
Leave me alone a little while
Maybe it's not too late
Not today, today, today, today, today
I don't know how I feel
Tomorrow, tomorrowI don't know what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrowIs a different day
Hey ya eh ya Hey ya eh ya
And I know I’m not ready
Hey ya eh ya Hey ya eh ya
Maybe
Tomorrow
Hey ya eh ya Hey ya eh ya
I’m not ready
Hey ya eh ya Hey ya eh ya
Maybe Tomorrow
And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it'll be ok
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change

Great song by avril. i dread the shit ppl i see everydae. omg. i reali dunno wat to do. cant we lyk live in peace? argh. havin to face all those shit things done by these ppl is a torture. haiz. not anyone's fault either. live? maybe. maybe we shld blame it on life. yeah. life.

adieu février tenir séance. et je'tiame, castor. ciel volonté amener te à paradis.

haha. that was so lame. i think it's all wrongly used. i'm dumb. whatever. =)