okaes. gonna talk abt chingay stuffs and all. first thing, i sorta pulled/tore my musle. frankly i dunno which ish which. why? cuz i gei kiang can one hand carry the lion. right hand carry nothing happened, juz when i wanted to change hand, i pulled my left hand muscle. Eck. damn stupid reason lorhx. accident prone for almost all big events. SYF - hurt my leg. Chingay - hurt my hand. i wonder what still can happen for other events. yesterdae was the first Chingay rehearsal. not to say much about what really happened, but i sorta don't feel right about yesterdae. that's all. i was totally frustrated. the music was so loud dat i can't even hear myself shout though i tried my best to. i nearly fall to death because of the poster and cameras are still shooting. i really wanna hit the man wif my guun lorhx. nvm. my flops for yesterdae. gonna try to improve on it. haiz.

school stuffs. i dun understand a shit the teachers are talking about. i really don't or is it i refuse to take in. i dunno. both maths sux. the word die simply replaces everything. haiz. wth, if i'm gonna carry on this way, i don't think i'm gonna pass o levels in anyway. okae. maybe except chinese. later gonna go find the physician to see my hand again. haiz. i juz wondered now we are all 15 and responsiblities juz got more and more. and we can't change it, once we reach a certain age, we juz hav to accept it. can't we juz go back and live simply as ever? =)