feelin totali shit. can those practicali shit ppl go to hell? ecks. haiz. though it's new year, it juz made mi realise how vulnerable families are. dey juz cant change. not to b taboo or anything, but once the ppl of e previous generation pass away, i would b alone by then. with my so called cousin ish of no use. we are like water and fire. intolerable. life. perphaps.