I'm going to only say this once. I'm not the spoiled brat and typical bimbo you see. Am I not trying not hard enough? I don't want this too. I can't stand it! I alredy tried my best and I can't help it if i fail. Why am I always at fault? Why am I the victim? Why those people can't try to see from my point of view? I don't want to fail my tests either. I only want to destress by buying some things, is it that hard? Well yeah, all wrong is me.

I'm so envious. I can't deny it. Why am I always the odd one out? I don't know. Fate, I guess. I'm really tired. Please say it if you are, I can't go on anymore. It's straining me. He is but he's just so ARRGH. I'm sinking. To the bottom. ARRGH. Stupid shit. I'm so tired by all these things. Haiz.