i think it's coming. it's a matter of sooner or later. i just dont know why but i just know it. i cant stand it anymore. i'm too tired to even care about it. i wanna care but i dont have the extra effort cause i'm just as tired and arrggh. saddistic arent it? blahx. i reali dunt know what to say. it's not the same anymore. changed and it will never go back. i dont know. i dont understand.

i shall play my guitar and let my feelings get calmer. if not, i would die of stress. and i have 100 and 200 dash and 4 x100 relay heats tml. i seriouli think i cant get in anyway. so nvm. i demand. i will try my best and wish mi loads of luck. horoscope says tml's my lucky dae. =) not run. not sprint. FLY.