Kaes, he's leavin dis week...dis sat or sun bahx...so fast, how m i supposed to take it? but i took it easier dan i thought i would...i dunno why...i juz felt dat he shld go...wen e tym he goes, i noe everyone would come n console mi or anything but i dun tink i'm gonna nid it..not reali nid it...juz dun nid it..i guess i had nothin beta to do now...hahas, i dun even intend to giv him a present due to the sudden notice..nothing could explain my feelins now...lackadaisical? mayb...i thought so.. wat can i do other den watchin he leave? funni...i dun even wanna care...i guess she shouldnt have told mi dat he's leavin, tell mi wen he had left ish beta, at least i wont grieve...i dun even wanna care about anything now..mehx.