heyz!! it's been a long long long time since i had updated ma blog...now i'm back wif a new self i guess...hmm...he is a much better person den previous him, at least he didnt avoid mi...we r stil frens...i finally understand, somthins are juz not meant to be...i decided to give up, really giv up and wish him all da best! :)) jia you!! yea, feelin betar now..i'm pickin up electric guitar now and it rocks!! inspired by Good Charlotte bahz...dunno..hu ran hav dis idea...i guess i'm despo in lookin 4 a part time job bahz...askin anqi n simin to go wif mi n yee xian's cousin to help bahz..dey r all sweet n nice n cute frens...u noe..juz a bit xie lah =P now ish everydae meng eat fruits and milk to jian fei cum sheng qian...lol...cultural pot. rox! guess wat, oai oai oai brought up to its standard...we r e best!! zhulin oso!! we r e highlight of e nights! hahas...at least feelin abit eased now,den rite cumin ish bio test (tues)...not even prepared...but i promise i wont flunk...god pls dun lemme flunk again..den ish PTC,chalet n meetin...argh..i hate e meetin,i juz dun wanna see mk and da previous him...he ish so zhuai wen he noes i lyk him in e past...he sux...sae wat: " she so rough...no matter wat, i wil nvr lyk her in dis life etc" he zhuai ge pi lor..fuck...reali regretted 4 lykin him but i dun regret for lykin da him in sec sch..he ish reali veri nice...(back to point) i dun wanna mit him, ltr he wil b zhuai again 1 lor...despo to find substitute bf to go spike him...how to find? shitty lor...but nvm...yi qie sui yuan bahz..i dun wanna care..

haiz...too much stress lately...money,studies, frens n thank god no more gan qing shang de wen ti le..so left dis to b sloved...i dunno wat am i gonna do...june hols mean nothing to mi, we stil hav 2 cum back 4 88th anni. practs no big deal...juz da whole hols...nahz...n my own band wif cyn n hj lyk dun hav ani zhao luo....8 sis de relations seems to b tan-ner den b4...i dunno, may da fault onli lies wif mi, mayb i m da 1 who ish yi shen yi gui-ing..hahas, the time wil cum 4 everythin to b solved, juz HOLD ON! ;))