skye...isnt it a nice name? haha...well i sorta like dis name veri much...but ppl thought he was my BF?? you mei you gao cuo? but nvm,i dun care...i'm so depressed nowadays...my life sux...i have no nothing to b happi about...even my family, wat i got was only scoldings n i wanna run away from home..dats e prob...i cant die so runnin away might b e right excuse...i dunno wat i'm feelin now,haha, may nid 2 go see a psychiatrist or wat shen jing bing de doctor le...sian diao lor...n i HATE him alot...he sux...what does he take me for? a beggar? a girl who follows him behind his butt? i juz like him in de past n it doesnt mean dat i hav 2 b a sucker lookin down at him...wat an arrogance! he sux alot...i wasted my 2 years on him...take me as a selfish n rude gal,i dun care...who do he think he is? ask me 2 b a chi qing gal? sure but not at dis kinda person! i changed alot, back 2 dat depressed n sad n rebellious gal in P4...i thought i got over dat periond but itz cumin back again...one day, i would go to a Girls' Home...sooner or later... i'm so stressed,i'm juz like a waliking corpse...no feelins...where is our friendship?? either wif 8 sis or him...i dunno...every1's changin, changed alot or itz juz me? maybe e prob lies with me,i dunno...i juz wanna run away from everything...wat m i rushin everydae 4? juz 2 fulfill e exam results i nid 2 get? pls,i dun wanna care but i cant...i oways got scolded for nothin,dey oways tink dey r e one who nid 2 b cared n concerned, wat abt me? sux lor...let me b a stubborn, arrogant n rebellious gal...juz like in e past...at least i'm happi...well, juz wanna sae everythin sux n i miss 8sis alot, reali alot...i haven cried frm last dec till now...mayb dats y i'm so depressed...n i dun even hav a reason 2 cry...omg...wat life is tis??