Lyrics for the dae 26!!!! It's left with last five minutes and i just wanted to post this lyric. BLAH. I noe it sounds dumb.
"Things I'll Never Say"
I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head
[Pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth itYeah
[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I’m wishing my life away
With these things
I’ll never say
It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What’s on my mind
If it ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
What’s wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I’ve got nothing to say
[Pre-Chorus]
Guess I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
These things I’ll never say
Totally relates how I feel. BLAH. Eck. *runs away*
blah. i'm just so. eck. i cant help blushin. todae is 26. supposed to be a good dae. yeah. nvm. dere's oways next month. BLAH. I want you. If i could sae wat i wanna see, i wanna see u go down on one knee. Marry me todae. Things i'll never say by avril. rocko lyrics. bala.
i think it's coming. it's a matter of sooner or later. i just dont know why but i just know it. i cant stand it anymore. i'm too tired to even care about it. i wanna care but i dont have the extra effort cause i'm just as tired and arrggh. saddistic arent it? blahx. i reali dunt know what to say. it's not the same anymore. changed and it will never go back. i dont know. i dont understand.
i shall play my guitar and let my feelings get calmer. if not, i would die of stress. and i have 100 and 200 dash and 4 x100 relay heats tml. i seriouli think i cant get in anyway. so nvm. i demand. i will try my best and wish mi loads of luck. horoscope says tml's my lucky dae. =) not run. not sprint. FLY.
Sec 3 camp.
I'm finally back frm e disasterous session at changi erm adventure centre. AH GUAS RAWKS!!!!! GROUP 9!!!!! Yeapps. We rawks. Bwahaha. Well, e first dae started with mi sleepin in e coach hugging my dearest sleeping bag. We arrived dere n had our lunch which was disasterous. Then we went to our dorms and i'm with audrey!, jeanette!, audrey's nice fren! and serene!! We went to play e wat jump over e lava thing and spider web. Then rock climbing, we learned the belayer 'conversation' and i went to e top! Yay! Then went to CRC and walked the line thing and my legs are shaking lyk hell. Omg. I'm lyk "I cant, it's just too high! Can i come down?" And our rocko trainer SUFYAN goes "No, you can do it. Go on." He's so cheerful and noes loads of cheers and songs. So cool. Then we went to have our dinner and went to bathe. The toilet was flooded with ppl so we went to the gents to bathe. We went back to our dorms to sleep and i used my inflatable pillow! I kept kat jiao-ing serene and making her irritated with mi. Haha. She was trying to sleep and closed her eyes, i went "Wah, SERENE sleep liao ah?" She opened her eyes and 'haiya' at mi and turned e other side. I started poking her and say, "eh, i cant sleep." "SLEEP LAH." So i guai guai and went to sleep. Nai ma ish oways so fun to make fun. Then i was disturbed and woke up at about 4 but due to my sleep deprived brain cells, i started to make spastic voices and kept mumbling and i think audrey and jeanette heard mi. Ooopss. I continued to sleep until about 5.55.
Second dae morning. I went to bathe in the not so flooded with ppl toilet but ish realli flooded. Then u can see bugs swimming around your legs when u bathe. Eeeyer. We got another trainer, ALEX. He ish lyk a sunshine boy and ish realli funny. Yeapps. We went for flying fox, then other 'minor' stuffs lyk tent pitching and compass. Now comes kayaking. Sufyan was the instructor and we were told to stand on the kayak to boost our confidence. Woo. Then we went to bathe before others and settled down for campfire. Mi, audrey, shana, cheri and ying hui clapped so loud at the back and we even stand up to clap. Then i started stared star gazing. Wow, it's awesome and i found my lucky star! Haha. Then we went back to sleep and i found my sleeping bag infested with ants, so i sprayed insect repellant on it. I started ji-siaoing serene again. And i went to talk with audrey and jeanette, then i squeezed myself between them. And went to sleep till morining light.
Third dae. I went to bathe in the same toilet and this time a beetle swam to my feet. Aiyo. Had breakfast and continued with telematch and area cleaning. Ah guas are lucky to clean the canteen. Prize presentation and ah guas was the second best group!!! CHEERS!! AH GUAS WILL WIN THE WAR! AH GUAS HAS WON THE WAR! bwahaha. So fun. Home sweet home. Ya. =)
Gawh. I'm so tired. It's not even considered holidays. Not. Eck.
Another day of desperation. All the good teachers are leaving. Two of the best. Well, I've got nothing to express.
To Mr Chiu Wee Meng:
Our dearest friend cum IT teacher for the past 2 years and three months till forever. Haha. He said xue en and mi are the first students he got to know in nh and I'm quite proud about that. He's really a nice guy. Lucky rong2 aye. =) Yeah, all those times we spent were so memorable. Now, he left to persue his dreams and we are going to be behind him. Always. The auntie (me), lame gal (xue en) and monk (wee meng) were the regular customers of mediahub but I guess it won't be anymore. Not anymore. No more printer expert, no more lame jokes, no more monki-ness. Haiz. No more fun in nh. No more burning of cds, junyang craze, workshops and shooting experiences. We spent those times. All of us are going to persue our own dreams. I cried in nh for the first time, I cried for something that I'm gonna miss forever. It was different from the cry last year when I hurt my leg and all those stuffs. I do believe in miracles. Yeapp. Wee meng, we will all do it!! Jiayous!
To Miss Evonne Han:
I really like her alot. Seriously, though she only taught us for about 3 months. She taught me to love chemistry and see through the reality of life. She was a victim of our civilisation and all of us would eventually be. Results? Are they what affect you the most? I guess yes in this society but not in my life. All it's fault. Destiny are to be changed. Stupidity. I guess she doesnt want to leave, if not her eyes won't be watery. Yeah, I love her. I would be less of one person to treat me oreo and amicelli. And one less person to let me take the bus with St. John and slack with her. She's going to a far away place and won't be coming back soon. Eck. Haiz. No matter which route you choose, I will always be there. To kob your oreo and amicelli of course! =)
When people leave, will they even meet or be as good as ten years before? I don't know. I feel so odd. The worl is ever changing and I fear we won't even recognise each other on streets. Nevermind, I'll still remember them for the rest of my life. Or even now. =)
Results.
mehx, i received most of my results and came to a conclusion. I'm far more better in languages and humanities than science and mathematics. I got an A1 for hmt and pass for english. Which i'm still glad of. I got both A1s for ss and elect. his.. Then for chem. and physics, i merely passed. For the last three subs which are geo., emaths and amaths, I capable of flunking all. That's why I sorta regretted my combo. Yeah. nth much. Just really heck it.