hmmms...its been a long time since i updated...juz feels dat sumthings are getin beta n sum things are not..dats life ya...its onli wen cyn n hj enlightened mi den i see e picture, okaes, i'm dumb...so i see it...so he noes dat i stil lyk him n intro dat guy to mi..den made mi suffer cuz e guy juz wont stop fan-nin mi...his motive was juz to make mi giv him up..den he can leave..i noe..i tink he may b even readin dis blog but who givs a damn...he ish juz as childish, he thought dis would help..haha, funni..he's not gonna take it anywhere..he betrayed mi..i told him not to tell dat guy i got play neopets den ya, he told him n made dat guy wanna gimme all his things in neopet..lols..i mean why would i want it if its frm him...its not lyk i play neopets lyk my life to wanna take all his things...nvm..he juz dun get it...i noe i'm bitchy towards him..juz cant help it...n i cant forget wat he did to mi at e basketball court...wtf...i was totalli offended...wat his fren did was totalli guo fen can...i juz didnt wanna slap him...mayb sum touchin cant b avoided wen playin but...wat he did was more den dat...i thought..kaes...nvm...dats one of e reason i'm bitchy towards his fren..seriously, i'm scared..wen i told him dat...he can even laugh at dat..wth..he even made mi e same team wif his fren (we are 2-2)...mayb he dun even treat mi as a fren...wat would he do wen his fren was lyk got 'touched' by his other fren??

dats e first thing i realised wen hj n cyn enlightened mi...so he was cruel..utterly cruel..how can he b so guo fen...kao..he totalli sux at dat..dat dae was mid-autumn ya...dat full-moon dae..my previous full-moon dae was lonely but now, he made it worse...i dun even tink i would live to see e next...i hate dat dae so much...juz hope he leaves n dun stay...if not my mid-autumn dae would always be spoiled..secondly, i hate being betrayed(who would like it?)...he didnt juz do it once...it was lyk everytime...he thought juz by intro-in his best fren would help my single status?? he thought i stayed single cuz of him?? kao..itz bcuz all e guys i met dis 2 years were juz jerks lyk him...wonder y i'm so suay...xian diao...i hate ppl tellin lies...i mean those kind small lies would b ok...but those lies dat made u feel totalli dumb, idiotic, stupid and made u run lyk fool but stil ended on e same spot...i reali hated dat..i dunno wat i can do...i reali wanna get back to him...i wanted him to suffer lyk i do...dis mental n physical torture..mayb i'm juz as evil...but...i'm frustrated n angry wif him..y cant he juz treat mi lyk a real fren? as if i wanna hav sumthin wif him..but in e past i admit..i onli treat him as a best fren now n he treated mi lyk dat..hahas...dats my life...

i can onli laugh at dat...wat can i do..suffer? mayb..next exam ish art n science le...i alreadi die for mani exams le...cant fail chemistry cuz wil kana retain de...haiz..but jiayous everyone!! sorri abt my long crappin...